Nov 22, 2011

happening so fast

I feel as though everything is happening so fast..... i can't believe the year is almost over....  i guess that can be good & bad depending how u look @ it.  so much has happened this yr... one of my dear friends went to heaven this past july & their isn't a day that goes by that i dont think about her & wonder what she's up 2 up there. knowing Alyssa she's prolly doing every womans makeup up their helping them look amazing:).  she has inspired me  to prefect my own make up techniques & i gotta say they are getting better. i can now put on eye liner & have it look decent.. instead of the "beat up" look.  i've had a few bouts with depression.. but thx to some of my amazing friends i once again beat it(u guys know who u r).  it's nic to know that no matter how low u get there is always a txt message or a missed call asking how u r today & the constant reassurance brought on by those you know will never abandon you know matter what life throws at you. i can honestly say i have been blessed to have the most amazing supportive friends & family.  my goal for the coming year is to land a ful time job and start saving to get a place of my own..

Hopfully it all works out :)