summer is fast approaching

so summer is fast approaching & i plan on having a great one.. i plan on hanging around those who make me happy and just having fun.. the scary party  is i will be turning 30 in aug... i guess that's not 2 scary but still it feels kinda scary... ugh i don't knw lol. i do plan on continuing to c my therapist on a reg basis as she is helping me as well. i still have many issues i need to overcome but i am getting there... i hope my mom plans a huge surprise party for me cuz thats what i truly want....ha but who knows... as long as i'm able to share my birthday with close friends and family thats all that really matters to me.... i am getting better with my makeup in fact i get compliments on it just about everyday :)(go me) ummmmm well thats about it:) o of course i will be spending some time on the west coast as i always do :)  so i'm real excited for that.. to some it up i just want to have a summer of complete (safe) crazyness and just a whole lot of fun.. its been along time since i've felt happy with myself and my life... so i think this summer wil help a lot:)  ok now i'm officially done lol