update for spring 2013

it's spring and its a brand new me.  i broke up with my boyfriend of six months.. he basically is a little boy in a 34 yr olds body and that's not something i wanted to deal with...i could elaborate but i dont feel like upsetting myself.... i'm just now starting to feel a sense of peace within myself & FINALLY was able to let go of the hurt.. i am moving on in a positive direction.. just surrounding myself with the lots of positive people :)  been going out a lot with my friends... gawd i love my girls with all my heart(u guys know who you are)  i definatly have some really good people in my life..............my mental state has been improving although there are still some things i need to work on... but i guess i'll get there eventually... no california this summer... i'm kinda bummed but kinda not... i just cant afford it this yr............plus i want to focus on myself and just spend the summer close to home with my local friends.. may venture in to nj a couple times but nothing crazy... well thats basically it... sry this isn't long like like my usual posts but i honestly cant think of anything to say... except......

 

 

 

it is Organ Donation/Transplant Awareness Month so go sign up and save a fucking life <3